I got a lot of insight during the White Thursday mass this evening. I've been touched by the preaching. One of the best part is as a God, He bowed down His knee to serve His disciples. He washed their feet n kissed it...this reminds me about humbleness. Put off our mask, our ego, our pride to serve other, it's the way to represent His love in this world. it's the message...Love needs an action to be shown cause love is verb.
Beside serving His disciples, the other forms of love that He shown for us is the cross. when i sat down on church this day to attend white Thursday mass, i feel so gloomy, worry, n another negative feeling. I feel afraid of my future n several unfinished business. I feel so tired to pray n God is so far. Could He understand my feeling? i asked myself.
Everything change when i heard Father's preaching. My Lord were a human being. Before he was crucified, He also fear afraid until his sweat turned to blood. He was crying also n shaking. He has a humanity side..just like us, but eventhough He is so afraid, He keep sacrificing His life for us cause we are His beloved children.
That makes me realized...He understands what i feel...He is not a God who has a distance with us. He can understand my worry, fear,sadness. He had been underestimated even more, insulted. He had already felt everything that we may feel so He understands us. He cries when i cry cause He felt what i felt too....because He loves human being a lot...so He never sees us as unworthy things, but a precious person in His Eyes.
As i know....He died for us, not because we are a great person, just because we are all sinner. He knows that we can't survive unless He died for us. He sacrificed his life n had been tortured just to set us free from our sin. What a great art of love that human being has ever presented...
He is always there for us cause He knows how weak we are...He always accompany our journey cause He knows that we need Him. He miss us everyday n wanna talk to us every second. When we are too far from Him, He keeps loving us n try a way to grab us back. He loves us unconditionally. What a great love...!
Thank U Lord, Ur love makes me feel how worthy i am in Ur Eyes...if God is with us, who will against us? Nothing can seperate His love from us. What should i afraid of since U understand me more than i understand my self!! U will provide what i need cause U know it even better than me.
Happy Easter all, May the blessing be with us always!
